Hey, all! I realize that I haven't exactly been good about keeping things up around here. Well, that's because not a whole lot has been going on. I'm on cycle day 86, still no stupid period. I went to the doctor last week, and they did some blood work, but essentially told me I have to wait. Wait is not in my vocabulary. Neither is patience. But I guess willing Aunt Flo to show up isn't working, so I guess I do have to suck it up and wait. Ugh. I have an appointment with the fertility specialist on the 17th, so hopefully I get some answers there.
The holidays were crazy and fun, but 2013 isn't starting out the greatest. I'm hoping for that to change- and that's all I can do is hope, right? Wish me luck. I'm starting to go crazy over here. I curse my non-functioning lady parts daily. I have friends that are going through much rougher things right now, so I feel bad bitching about not having a period, but I'm still mad. So.... Here's to 2013. I hope it improves, and that I don't have to wait much longer.
A wise man once crooned "The waaating is the hardest parrrrt."
ReplyDeleteI feel ya, sister. It's no fun being stuck like you are. I can't believe the progesterone didn't work! I really hope the fertility specialist can figure something out for you... I know that for me, finally seeing someone who can tell me more than "you just need to have more sex" was a breakthrough.
I'll be eagerly awaiting that appointment, right along with you! XOXO
Thank you!! I think that just the word 'specialist' makes me feel better and like we're getting somewhere. Which reminds me, I should fill out that paperwork. Crap. I'm irresponsible already!!
ReplyDeletei understand your frustration, i think it took two years between deciding that we would need IVF and starting the treatment, that was partly a mix of being on a waiting list, and partly through administrative error. By then i was two years older. You just want to get on with it and decide on your next step. hand in there:)
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